maybe i just shouldnt get affected.
there's better things to do in life then to get affected.

went to meet michelle ytd night.
it has been mths since we last met.
she quarrelled with her bf.
we shared 3 cans of beer.
shared our troubles.
her family just sucked.
they ruined her life.

i felt so fortunate to have my family,
even thou we're not fucking rich,
at least basic needs are met.

7 years of friends.
from kiddos to grown ups.
i really wish i can do sth abt her life as a friend.
met rachel n her bf.
bought another bottle of alcoholic drinks.
i just drown myself in alcohol every weekends.
mic went back to her bf,
me to rachel place.
wanted to talk to jo but dint get to.
went home after knowing that mic wont be joining us.

its alr 1am. having muscles ache all over my body!

i need to get numbed.
life sucks.
its too late now.
too bad.
//runs